@Pilps
The title probably sums up how i've spent my sleepless nights for the past several months now. I'm always reminiscing of the past. Oh what I'd do just to be a kid again. Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on YouTube which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
@sogand_adib
I love to listen to these while reading books
@Thebigbad1013
I've struggled with anxiety and loneliness for most of my life, and I am going through a rough patch right now. Music like this really helps to keep me going though, and I love the image as well. There is sort of a strange melancholic comfort to it.
@supertech104
The photo reminds of 2005 when hurricane katrina destroyed everything about my world. All that was left was destruction. I never healed from the trauma of that event. It still haunts me that my young life was over and i feel i never got the childhood i needed and was forced to do mature things with no guidance from anyone i could trust. Im still struggling to trust and want anyone to be a part of my life because i know it could be like a blink and all you are left with are memories. Good? Bad? Nuetral? For me, it was bad. For you? Thats completely up to you. If only my older self was around to tell me what i needed to here.
@paulpeterpagarigan2998
Even your memory reboot, You are the best person Of constellation of souls, absorb the essence of something through your senses.
@QueenOfAllNuggets
My dude has to post again π my insomnia is killing me rn
@jtamez78
how do you create these stunning images?
@2am-1511
Best sleep music I've found. Great channel.
@AlexeyA-rc1dh
If you are reading this, I don't know who you are, but I know what you feel. Trust me. One day all the hardships will leave you, you'll feel better, you will achieve what you want, there won't be pain anymore. Be kind, love the world, be yourself and take care of yourself. I wish you happiness, I believe you will achieve itβ€ Just don't fall down, don't give up, alright?
@III-p4h
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@djt8937
The best place to come and let go. Lost Sounds is a harbor.
@Fweh33
You canβt title memory reboot and not have memory reboot in it π
@Mariana.rod14
I like this sound
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@lonelybutnotalone
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@Flonesko
how can i join your label?
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