@ego_11999
If she was never real, then why? Why did I feel every ounce of that pain, like a blade sinking deep, twisting without mercy? She told me to forget her, but how could I? What does “forget” even mean? Am I supposed to erase her existence, pretend she was never there? Because every moment with her felt so vivid, so alive, like I was finally living for the first time. So tell me, if she was never real, then why does the love and the agony it left behind still burn so deeply?
@defenze9380
This music makes it hard for me to move on even if I know I have to. In 2019, my life was turned upside down. My best friend and girlfriend decided to go behind my back. Then I thought I had learned my lesson. Never letting anyone ruin me again. Identifying those signs early. Made a lot of improvements to health and finances. Then I "meet" her. From the first moment we spoke - We started talking everyday. In many ways she became a big part of me from that very first day onwards. Covid happened. It helped since we were long distance. Very long distance. Then 2022 hits - We meet up for the first time. She was nothing like she had described herself to be. I didn't care as I was stuck in a fantasy world. I loved her deeply. After having spent 3 weeks together on a different continent we depart. We say our goodbyes. I gave her my hoodie so she had something to remember me by. Turns out everything was a lie. She had a boyfriend in her country that I didn't know about this whole time. At the same time I lost my job and some friends started worrying that I might slip back into 2019 me. I became a lot worse. I isolated myself for 1.5 years. Protecting what little I had left of my soul. Spent all of 2024 building confidence. Now I'm sitting here listening to stuff like this almost every day - Not so that I don't feel like shit - Just so that I feel something. What little pieces of my heart I had left was ripped out of my body on that fateful day 2022, probably never to be seen again. 100+ hours of therapy later I can say that I will probably never love again. Deep down I am too innocent and too fragile to accept the harsh realities of the world. I hope wherever she is that she is doing fine. I hope I was the lesson she needed in order to heal what broke her so badly she felt the right to break me. I miss her everyday - but I don't tell anyone that. I keep her my little secret in my heart. Locked away. I hope out of all the things you took from me, that was the main part you took with you. You are worthy of love if you just allow yourself to be surrounded by people who are willing to give it to you and not chase what broke you in the first place. I love you Margaret - Yours truly, L .
@Daumat_
This is gonna be in my ears today , thanks <3
@KakashiSenpai-r6k
She wasn't real but the scar in my heart...... It is so real which shouldn't have been
@SamuelBlack84
She was real She was my goddess Holding her felt like I had stepped into heaven I had truly come home, at last Someone in the world saw me, understood me And accepted me The only part of my so-called life that wasn't terrible
@LSTSOUNDS
Listen on Spotify - https://spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
@itzz_snavi
this music sometimes gives goosebumps !
@AR-fh4qu
True, I fell in love in how she made me feel. She would question in the end after cheating "Was it real?" and for saying that, she was never real.
@personhuman1122
Beautiful. Feels like essential truth
@firefillix25
This helped me a hell lot thank you!!!!
@AndersonPobbersReal
I guess you’re right. I’ve never had anyone ever. The love I feel for her that isn’t reciprocated hurts. I’m so fucked I imagine in my head a life of us being together. I’d do anything to be with her man, but honestly i’d do anything to be with anyone at this point. The loneliness is swallowing me up man
@AbsoluteChaos321
Seeing someone you cared much content in the other side never actually make you happier Let it all go
@TheHylianJuggalo
She was real, but she was an evil demon that looked like an angel. I love you, Max. I'm sorry your mother didn't want you. I'll see you after the journey is over. Daddy loves you, buddy.
@evilforhire
She was real. It was all real. But it was a long time ago and you can't go back. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
@WordtoTookie
She Was Real The Fact Anyone Would think to say such is the reason why believing is easy may the woos of life be easy peace be unto her no weapon formed ⭐️⚔️💐
@Novastar.SaberCombat
They rarely are. People don't even truly, legitimately know themselves. It's sad, but that's a harsh reality. In the end, when a soul is about to cross beyond the void veil, most still don't know who and what they are... or were. So how can you expect them to when they're only 20-30 years old? Just a bunch of lost, confused, uncertain souls. Must give us pause. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins..." --DD1 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
@woodpecker2545
She uploaded that she finally dating her "true love" after half a year I'm trying to told her that I'm in love with her... sad day... but I continue it like nothing happened, I worked and to pass the sadness I bought a new phone number but not just simple with a lot of 8s in it so it would look cool... I'm broken 💔 😢
@hpmswmelokuropc22
Depression exists for a reason. That reason be the gateway to success. Let the dark sounds calm you down, and nonetheless.
@EndlessDarkwave
Every corner holds a new adventure waiting to unfold.❤
@dmac3130