Hi everyone! welcome back.


a lot has happened since my last vlog..... mentally, a lot has changed and actually went through a traumatic experience. which happens to every single one of us in life, we go through ups and downs. and it's alright, we can get right back up!

this vlog has funny enough a good message of self-support that is important in the down times. we can always find comfort in the important things that really matter. in this vlog i was feeling rather down, but my family really cheered me up!

i had written in the description of my last vlog (because it was the one year anniversary of my channel) how i had so much yet to learn, and this past week showed me exactly that! how much the unexpected can jump on you and make you see things in a different way, learn quickly and make you grow.

this vlog and the next one, basically all videos until my midterm vlog comes out, happened before i was robbed and lost my phone last week. i'm trying to save as much good quality film as possible so hopefully it's not too noticeable, until i save up to buy the same exact phone.

i don't know want to burden you all with these details, so i pondered not even bringing it up because i also don't want to keep reminding myself of something this frustrating. i want this to be a place of positivity and inspiration, and allow myself to move on.

so, the reason i'm bringing it up is i want my videos to continue to be enjoyable to viewers and felt like i needed to give an explanation if people do see a difference of camera quality a few vlogs from now.

i will work hard to bring this quality back as soon as possible and make the best videos i can in the meanwhile.

anyways! moving on,

in real time, midterms are here! tasks are starting to pile up so i need to be time efficient :33
the new month awaits us and the countdown until christmas break has started :)


let's grow and be happy!
i'll see u next week.

lots of love,

maria
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MUSIC 🌻
Age of Loneliness by Lost Son
Lofi Remix by Smyang Piano    • Video  
ghost ogre and snow rabbit by mimikyu
ghost choir by Louie Zong
내가 날 모르는 것처럼 by 백예린 ft. Car, the Gar