hello friends,
welcome to another video, thank you so much for joining. 🌿 i hope you're well today! this time of my life, i feel quite confused even if the sense of purpose and direction is always with me, everything is moving so fast i don't know what to face. and at the same time, there's nothing to do except sticking to course. which is calming and reassuring, i'm grateful that even with a fumbling mind i know what path to roam in.
when i feel unsure or impatient, it's reassuring to know i'm tracing something of my own and my own only? it's difficult to put into words but... as long as i'm keeping true to my desires and purpose, it will be alright because it's my life to build... with a lot of needed help from many, may i add 🥺 but nonetheless, still mine. sometimes that feeling of control can shatter but this thought has been keeping me hopeful.

in this video you will see me prepare for upcoming classes, reading, attending the first week's classes and even talking about current reads. in my head it felt unorganized, perhaps for the extra length, but also my week was just so... i truly hope you enjoy. 💓

🍵 update on the present situation: just like i've mentioned in the last minutes of this vlog, classes remain canceled. we don't really know for how long. there are mentions of two weeks, a month? we're waiting for a resolution, mostly stemming from online classes. if i'm being honest i have been keeping up with the pandemic situation but never thought it would reach this far. i've read messages from viewers all around the world saying their classes are canceled too. let's stay safe & practice good hygiene, sleep and eat well to benefit our immune system. and most importantly, keep our spirits high. 💓

i'll see you soon love birds. 🐤
love you so much. what are you doing this week? take care,
maria
🐻❤

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🎵 music used:
Magic Shop piano cover by DooPiano
Sweet Baby - Cody Francis
First Sip of Coffee - Jobii
Black Swan piano cover by DooPiano
Okay - Elijah N feat. Ms K
Sthlm in My Heart - Henyao
Heaven Is a Bedroom - TV Girl